Monday, May 23, 2011

Time Isn't Kind or Unkind

Well I haven't fallen of the face of the earth, yet. It's been a crazy few weeks.
I miss posting, I miss commenting and reading everyday. I miss you guys. Even though I've never been an very frequent blogger, I feel that I've become even more sporadic than ever. I haven't commented on many of your blogs - not because I don't care; sometimes I just can't find the energy to make a coherent, supportive remark. I trust that you guys understand.

I've had a roller coaster couple of weeks since school started. My thoughts and emotions have been all over the place. Some days I feel so hopeless about school and life and I just want to run away, and other days I'm absolutely in love with my life and so confident in my ability to thrive. I know it's just stress from school and work, but it drives me crazy. I would say that I'm struggling right now, but I hate to sound dramatic because my life isn't really that bad. I'm just confused and a little lost right now, I guess. My eating hasn't been 100% as good as it could be. It's hard because no one in real life realizes how much of a struggle food can still be for me. I look fine, I eat, so I must BE fine. For the most part, I AM fine, but sometimes it's still a challenge.

Anyway, I shouldn't be so doom and gloom - I survived the end of the world after all! ;) I've been tagged by a couple of lovelies and I'll do those soon. I have quizzes in every class this week, so I should be studying...

Love to you all!


  1. Awww......Hun, it sounds like you have been really struggling lately. It is okay if you haven't been commenting or not beat yourself up for it and be extra kind to yourself.

    Treat yourself to a fun-filled day. Go somewhere you like even if you don't feel like it. I tend to go to Barnes and Noble bookstore when I am down because I love the smell of books and I get "lost" for a few hours. It does help.

    Hugs. We all are here for you!

  2. Hugs!

    Stress makes anything even just "fine" seem so much worse. I know you know that deep down. Just ride the wave sweet girl. Things always get better with a little time and TLC.

    Be good to yourself!

  3. I'm sorry you've been stressed out so much lately but I can totally understand why you haven't been blogging. Just take some time for yourself and have some fun--going to a movie, shopping or just being with friends can help you feel so much better.