I'm sort of panicking right now. I don't know what to think. I had a fight with my mom this morning - we're ok now, but I always feel like a horrible daughter afterward. I hate that I'm an adult and yet I feel like a child and I'm too scared to fly away. Not that I really could because I have too many obligations and responsiblities right now with school and work. It's like I have adult problems and yet I have a child's life. That doesn't make sense, but thats how I feel right now.
Christmas is a only month away which means year-end exams and final are even closer. I'm not ready; I feel like I'm going to fail. I can't concentrate on studying. I wish I could escape!
Food is ok, but I haven't been exercising and there's no skating for 4 days and of course Thanksgiving was yesterday...and I hate that I always feel that I have to eat less than my sister...
I'm so sorry for this post. It just came on so suddenly. I don't want to be all negative, but I have to get this off my chest. I know that God is there watching over me and He has done so much for me already, I just have to have faith.<3